Me now...
Sometimes I am still in shock and other times I am just there. I miss them everyday and I still can't understand why they are gone. It just isn't fair. Lately I have seen a lot of fraternal twins and it just hurts. Why don't I have 3 kids running around my legs right now? I'm trying to still get use to this new normal. Sometimes I feel guilty because I am so happy to have Molly and know how lucky I am. Molly deserves to have her older siblings here with her. At times I am really bothered by it and other times I just know that I can't change the fact that Billy and Rosie are gone. I still think of them every day and I miss them terribly.
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