Mother's Day

Mommy and Daddy went to visit you today.  You and Daddy got Mommy a wonderful Mommy's Day card for her first mother's day.  It made me cry and miss you both so much more.  Daddy also gave Mommy a rose that said she was the heart of the family.  He said that both of you told him what you liked and helped him pick everything out.  Mommy loved it and just looking at it makes me smile. 

Mommy and Daddy went to visit you at the cemetary too.  We brought you new white roses.  The roses reminded me of both of you, Billy and Rosie.  The flowers were so pure and perfect just like you.  I looked for roses with a tinge of blue for Rosie's palm, but they didn't have any.  Daddy was so cute trying to bury the flowers so that they are right over your grave.  He tried and tried until he was successful.  Daddy and mommy also gave you new cookies.  They are animal cookies that are covered in frosting.  We figured you would like them, especially Rosie since they are so sweet.  We left a few of them out so that you can share them with the geese. 

Mommy and Daddy plan on talking to the cemetary to determine why they keep taking your flowers and why they took your first bunnies.  Things are starting to get really pretty for the summer.  The trees are blooming and the leaves are on the trees.  The cemetary finally laid down sod so that you will have grass covering both of you.  Mommy and Daddy look forward to sitting with you on the grass and talking to you every birthday and holiday.  Hopefully, your new headstone will be in place soon so that we can always know it is you.  We miss you so much that we can even begin to express our hurt without falling over into a crying mess.  Mommy and Daddy look forward to the day we get to see you again.  We don't know when that will be, but until then please listen to your greatgrandmother.  Rosie you are named after her and she will take care of you just like she took care of Mommy when abuelita was alive.  Please give her kisses for me and tell her that I love and miss her every day.  Billy you need to listen to your grandpa.  You were named after him and he didn't get a lot of time with Daddy so he will be very happy to spend time with you and teach you how to grow up into a strong man.

Remember Mommy and Daddy miss you every moment of every day.  We love you with our entire beings and can't wait until the day we get to hold you again.

Back to Work

Mommy had to return to work yesterday.  I took your picture with me and placed you on my desk so that I could see your faces all day.  I placed you next to Daddy's picture so that he can watch you when Mommy has to step away from her desk.  Going back to work was so hard because I miss you so much.  When I came home last night, Daddy held me while I cried.  It was so hard to come home knowing that you two were  not here for me to hold, kiss and play with.  Everyone says it is suppose to get easier, but I am not sure when that will happen. Mommy and Daddy think of you and talk about you everyday.  We know that Billy likes to play with Daisy and tussle with her while Rosie likes to snuggle with Susie when Mommy and Daddy are gone, so you both are well taken care of and loved.